Posted: November 21, 2013 in Insight
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It’s hard to find happiness when you aren’t familiar with the feeling of what freedom is..And no, not in reference to being physically enslaved, or confined to to certain system. But psychologically, I feel like I tend to trap myself in these cycles, or maybe life is just waiting for me to break through….who knows. I have the answers, but I question my confidence that I hold within these answers.

I’m not sure if that makes sense, or if it even matters, but it is what it is. I don’t know if life is about searching for answers or making a difference, or if it is meant to do whatever you want. I don’t know if there is a heaven, or a hell. I don’t know if I will wake up tomorrow. I know I make “mistakes” I used quotes because we have a sense of right and wrong that we grew up with but I don’t know how concrete the moral code is either. I know I have made decisions that have caused discomfort, I’ve felt guilt, and I’ve been angry many times, but I do not know if there was purpose behind it. I guess I don’t know much. But I don’t know if I’m supposed to. I can only be me and live life in a way that suits me.

Questions. There are always questions, many times with no answer. At some point I have to determine if I will continue to chase these answers forever, or if I will just be content with my place. I guess time will tell.

This is Me.



  1. Swoosieque says:

    I think we keep repeating patterns until we learn the lessons intended from them, then, we move on to another lesson. Just remember, YOU matter. You matter.

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